sábado, 4 de diciembre de 2010

Can't understand...

So many things into my mind... Lately I haven't been able to concentrate at all... I feel like I'm lacking something, but the truth is I have no idea what is it that I need... Maybe I need her? I don't think so, I promised to myself to never feel anything like that again, specially about her. I don't hate her, but I'm really tired of this fight we usually have... I won't want to be with her ever again.
Maybe it isn't about love, maybe I need to find something I never had and will never have, because it's something that you might be able to find but maybe you can't reach it.
I'm so confused...
I've lost my will to study a long time ago and I can't get it back, I don't know why, I just know I can't, and it's about to make me lose... University is something I've never imagined and I really like it, but if I don't have a will to study then it's useless to be here.
I want to know what I need and soon, 'cause if I don't find out, I'll never get my will back, and I really need it.

1 comentario:

  1. manolo :) ya te lo dije las cosas las hacemos por uno mismo, quizas cuando estes contento y sepas lo que quieres ser.. encontraras todas las motivaciones te quiero =*

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